*~beidh · aonach · amarach~*

And you will call and i shall answer
And you will die and I shall weep
And you will go and I shall stay
And you will and i shall falter

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It takes eternity  for 5 UniMerlins ( well, 3 considering 1 had an out-of-office auto reply and the other couldn't remember me) to reply me when it takes a matter of less than 30 mins for me to get 1 SecondaryMerlin to help me. In fact I am still waiting for the 3 UniMerlins to reply me. The 1 ColMerlin I sought help from is just as bad as the 5 UniMerlins. Just goes to show who you can trust. Well I can't act all so surprised. They say the friends that you will keep are most often from that level and I guess that is the same for Merlins as well. Sigh I do believe  I can abandon all hope of exchange right now. Seriously the mafia gives 1 week grace before they gun you down, there is barely time enough to get all documents in, let alone magic from the Merlins. It is god damn bloody unfair. Why are all my Merlins AWOLing on me? To think my offerings are going to be rejected because I lack a magical gift from one UniMerlin....I am so going on a bloody rampage soon.

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean rows will I have there, a hive for the honey bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all aglimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.
I will arise and go now, for always night and day I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.

W.B.Yeats

 

It is good to talk to yourself. Perhaps you would think it is absolute bollocks to do so but honestly it is not the least bit off one's rocker to do so. If you talk to yourself enough you would find out that you are so entertaining you would rather talk to yourself instead of talking to other people. Who else knows you better than you? You wouldn't offend you, you can laugh at you safely without fear of pissing you off. You know yourself better than anybody else, and if you don't, well talking to yourself would help you know yourself better. Haha.

there's never the sweet without the sour